well well.how long has it been since i last updated ? everyone is so busy with
their own stuff these days that noone actually have the time to blog. for me ,
its been holiday since last sat. did practically nothing over
the weekend. how stupid of me not to go for the steamboat dinner at ni's
place and instead, i stayed at home wanting to tok to her. in
the end im still waiting like an idiot for more than an hour. Jesus Christ, i
just wonder sometimes what am i doing all these for.
so sunday i ignored her n went on with ni, susana,
vivien, stella, stephanie
to the fresh market over at belconnens. i
was late for about 45 min as usual. crapp.i
have been late for many times these days. wads wrong with me ? ohwell back to
the point, we sent jay off cos he is going to melbourne to
meet his laopeh and bro. stella really
misses him i guess.hohoho.im jealous. so we went shopping and saw her
there but i jus ran away w/o saying hello.
visited stella and stephanie's place after
they had done with their shopping and i went to help them to clean the
8 squids they bought. i made a lil mess out of the place though cos
the black fluid from the squid went shooting out at all directions. had dinner
with them and realise that actually ni is quite a
nice person and she cares about me despite her
stupid comments abt me which she is chanting it all the
time.hohoho.how can i be so touched just with her feeding me a piece of
meat.gosh i think im a dog.yes im.hohoho. i even allow her to rest her leg on
mine.
watched some stupid french movie during dinner.i missed half of it cos i was
washing tonnes of dishes for them. both from the dinner and those that they
have left in the sink for the past God knows how long. after that we were
surfing the net thats all.nothing much really happened.i have yet to explore
stephanie's room. hear its even more messy than mine.
so we stayed until 1am and ni and i left the place.
did nothing on monday. i jus went with her to skool lib and study.same goes on
tue. seriously she is really pissing me off but i still like her alot. God,
why do u have to give me such a punishment to like someone i would usually
hate. she is just so lower class than me but everyone likes her just because
she has gd figures and to a certain extend gd looks.
watched Bruce almighty the other day for fun and i seriously wanna try to have
e power to change the world.
help me.im getting insonmia last night.slpt for 3 hours and
woke up and i stayed up till now.its 652am now FYI n i think its because of
her.
akil and amentine are getting along well.
amentine is serious abt akil i guess
im not getting alone well with her
but i also want her to accept me
how can amentine accept akil when he is from
a country far from hers, different family background and she is from china
and seriously different. why cant she accept me ? i mean
someone so different in background can come together why not us ? just because
im 3 months younger than u (but again, u
might be lying to me,maybe u r jus an year and 3 month older.
i seriously dunno wad to believe) and because i dont look as good as
those tv stars. go to tell real nice guys wont be after u.im
an idiot dats why.wake up from ur bloody dream.
ok.i shall go call ni up.laters