wat am i doin.seriously.wat e hell am i doin.didn't i say that i'll give it all up? why am i still comin to study with her when she dont even come n give a word of thanks for all e things i have done.wat the fuck man i hate myself more than anyone else.maybe i should get a brainwash or sth.i dont mind being someone else when everything u want will come true.its really funny.im suppose to be a happy person now isn't it.thats wat i told everyone in e beginnin of this semester.haix nabei la.i promise i'll NOT help her with her work e next time she ask me.like wth man.i hope she really meet with some trouble n make her farkin realise that everyone has been so nice n help her n she better farkin realise that she has been takin ppl at least me for granted n get her attitude right.its really saddenin for such a nice girl like her to be such a bitch.contradictory? i dunno.she has been quite nice but afterall maybe she is jus being nice to get me to be used by her.well.wish her all e bad luck n she will realise abou her gd life n appreciate everything including me.but comin to e basic idea.its my own fault.why do i have to like her n why do i have to do so much for her.why did i spend so much time with her. One last thing.fark it man.really jus fark it.u know wat bitch.if u r readin this.go hell n i hope they teach u how to appreciate everythin n not takin them for granted.
william.lee.wei.yang
7/31/2006 09:56:00 pm
william.lee.wei.yang
18.02.1988
sji.sjimb.anu
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