im trying my best
to learn and to remember
to be a man
of service
and for others
wondering upon
the old teachings of sji
im too depressed
to be a man
of service
and for others
lately , i have been so depress
that i carn think of something
funny to crap about on msn
or to put on my blog
wads wrong with me ?
wasting my preccious time
doing stupid things
when i can do something
more meaningful
i guess its the kind of
environment
i just carn relate to
people well here
maybe its because
they are older
i remember the kind
of environment 409 gave
we play together
studies together
have fun together
talk cock together
when u see others
working hard , u will
want to study too
i have lost that
meaning in my life
maybe its mistake
to come over here
besides all other things
I pray to Lord
to gant me the strength
to walk into the church.
the devil is really putting me
away from the church