[[Sunday, April 23, 2006]]
pursuing.my.dreams
to speak the truth, i dont think i have a life goal since i was young.
it was only until recently that i start to think about my life
i have a dream to become a someone in our society
to be famous and rich maybe not fame
i just want RECOGNISION
i need it to affirm myself
to prove myself worthy
and most importantly
to give another protection
to my fragile confidence
it has been that dream
that has brought me thus far
here , to australia
in search of an alternative
education system.
but this decision has
WIPE that dream out
im not sure y
seems that i have lost that
DREAM
the dream that brought me thus far
if you rate my education career
from 1 to 10
its maybe at 7 now.
im close to completion
but somehow i loose sight
loose sight of that very dream i had
im blinded by all theMISERY and LONELINESS
they have obstructed
my hands from reaching
that ultimate goal
i need a friend
a real friend
to give me
a support
care and concern
and
love
to push me to reach
my dream
true friendship
some may say base on trust
but i think
true friendship
is based on the
genuine love
for u and i
its love that we need
make love
not war
make love
and thus
friendship
some mundane things
i think i carn really stand
that china friend im stayin with
i dunno but i think
i carn stand him further
we have quite alot
of different believes
and ultimately ,
im tired of translating for him
i think we will part
after foundation
my auntie was right
do not mix with the asian
mix with the aussies
to me.both r jus as bad
saw this online service
on making friends in aust
i carn believe that i actually
sign up for it.jus to check out
for people that stays around me
searched and found out most
of the users are in their 20s or 30s
some even in their 40s
all sorts of weird people.
planning to go for the
L driving test sometime soon.
hope i can take out time
from my "busy" schedule
to go for the lesson and test
im procrastinating again
refuse to do homework
instead , im watching
SAMURAI CHAPALOO
quite nice but its quite short
i need games and anime to watch
carn download them here
cos there r a limit
to the amount of thing u download
although there will be no extra charge
for breaking the limit
the speed will just go extremely slow
for the rest of the month
its about time to have dinner
=D , shall go n cook now
i am and will not miss singapore
im not truthful to myself
william.lee.wei.yang
4/23/2006 05:55:00 pm
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