will.u.be.with.me

[[Sunday, April 02, 2006]]
my.feelings

i dont understand myself.seriously..on one hand im trying very hard to adapt to the life here and on the other hand im missing singapore badly?y.i still rmb how much i disliked singapore when i just got there.why.i thought im the one who can adapt to anywhere very easily?maybe im wrong all the while.im independent.but the comfort in singapore has pampered me too much.so much so that i have lost the ability to adapt to other environment. my english is deproving i guess.i jus realise theres alot of vocab im forgetting or not being able to recall once in a while.i dunno y.i used to think that i will improve my english here.but seems dat thats not the case.maybe is because im speaking chinese everyday to my china friendsmaybe i should mix around with other ppl.but again.i dont wad.i dont want to move out of this comfort zone.haix.im an idiot.watashiwa wa baka desu.i love cooking but cooking everyday has became a chore to me.i dun like it with the tons n tons of things to wash.washing is ok.but i hate the part where my hands will shiver after washing up.cos it will be about 8 or 9 degrees at night.not mentioning the 4 or 5 degrees in the midnight.my feet is literally freezing.my winnie the pooh blanket is not thick enough to keep myself warm. anyhows.im trying very hard to adapt to here.meanwhile.i will try not to miss singapore too much.actually i dont miss singapore.i just miss my friends.friends are great.daniel and kelvin koh u got to visit me here. just confirmed my holiday in april.its from 14th to 25th.its gonna be a busy holi though.with 12 hours of chemistry lab session in 2 days.and 1 physics assignment to be done with lots of research on it.besides i have physics lab report,a formal n long one to complete on the 1st day of skool re-open.i wonder how am i going to complete it.i got to prepare for chemistry exam next wednesday and math exam this coming fri.argh.english has been having exam almost every week. anyhows.i have decided to go sydney in the april holi.going to be from 20th april to 23rd april.the actual schedule hasn;t come out yet.but i will definity visit the opera house.the bay.the bridge.i dunno wad else.then i will visit andrew tanato.its good to see ur friend in a foreign place like this im going to find one day and take a walk around the whole uni which most probably will allow me to get lost in the huge campus.its so big.jus imagine that they have 7 libraries.each with the size of a neighbourhood library in singapore.or even bigger.1 library for each faculty.they are building new blocks of buildings or rennovate them.so i guess it will look better in the near future.the lastest building is the Jackie Chan Medical Building.yes.Jackie Chan.argh.he is the one who made a largest ever contribution to ANU.

william.lee.wei.yang
4/02/2006 04:34:00 pm

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