will.u.be.with.me

[[Saturday, May 14, 2005]]

this week is fine though i screwed up my mid yr totally .. think i will fail eng phy chem a e math n and my combine humans .. ehh .. isn;t dat almost all e subj .. oh shytt .. i hate this.. anyway .. school is pissing me off .. i will never never never forget sji .. or rather Mr Principal .. Mr Vice Principal , Mr and Mrs Band teacher incharges .. maybe its not their fault .. but i dunno .. y mr lim must leave .. actually i dun mind him leaving ... but e new Mr tham is like .. errrr so gd? .. sounds ironic but it is it .. i carn enjoy wad im playin .. i guess its e same to Daniel n other ppl .. sighh .. anyway .. last night went out with Mr lim then he told us dat sch is adding in Drama n other things into Renaissance .. when i heard abt it .. im like.. errr .. wad the fuckk .. its call RENAISSANCE .. its a CONCERT forSJIMB .. not for DRAMA CLUB ... performing Justin Han's lousy play (according to others) .. im starting to doubt .. other skool give their student so much freedom .. and wads going on in a prestigious skool like SJI .. whats wrong with the skool system .. is dat the cause for droppin in results of SJI .. i dunno .. but im sure there is some link between everthing .. anyhows .. if the skool ever gonna impliment it then i think i will not go for band .. not because to boycott the skool or wad so ever .. its because i find dat we have lost e purpose of band .. the main purpose to come to band enjoy ourselves , do our music and support each other .. wads happenin now ? Mr tham dun really give a damn .. wad he wants is 1 = 1 nothing much than wads written on e score .. is this music ? .. i think its more like playing CD on a player .. we r humans .. we have feelings .. music is a way to express how we r feeling now .. and this leads to discontentment la .. like me .. if i carn play wad i want .. then its not fun anymore right .. this will leads to ppl not happy .. and after band just go home because they got nth to discuss abt .. then how to support each other like giving a slightest encouragement like ur solo is gd or etc .. next point is e Renaissance la .. i feel dat the concert is like e pride for e bandsmen .. im sure everyone will boast abt it or at least compare it with other cca right .. which other cca has e chance of performing every yr .. i think dat this is another thing dat makes e bandsmen to motivate themselves to prac music n etc .. im sure Renaissance always brings positive effect for all e bandsmen .. sighh .. i dunno la .. i hope the school can think over again .. i am sure they r capable to make better decisions .. To amb work hard for ur concert k =) .. mych i will see u with ur pink lavendar .. LOL To SJIMB sec 4s .. this is crap but hope we an do it together k .. =) .. Sign Off

william.lee.wei.yang
5/14/2005 07:25:00 pm

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